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Monday, July 31, 2006


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how shall i put it in a way
wad am i expect to wait for smthing to happen??
wad the heck am i doing?
feeling heart-broken happy crazy??

i thought my worries are just extra
i thought they are gone...
yet it happen again
i receive news abt her having health problem

i dunno izzit the liver or lungs
had too much oil/fats,that the body have no where
to store so it store it at the liver or lungs.
she needs to get rid of those fats/oil
by eating less carbohydrates,so the body will use up thoes fats
in order to be healthy again..

if she does not follow the diets,she might even get a stroke
or even more serious problem that we will nt expect
she might even be like venu's mum...having a lot of problem

my dad have been eating medicine to control hbp
he had to "yin chou"his clients...and eating medicine to control
the liqore
i not afraid to tell you that i am veri scare
i afraid that one day they will leave me,
the company is in problem
they recently employ this person
ah girl..she veri forgetful,they even forget the steps
of the work,if do wrong the company water tank lisences
will deduct 5 points lehx...

i have been planning to do part time job for them
in fact when i grow up i might even need to run the company..
which i dont have that much intend...my dad even bought houses
for me and sister as in he make his will

if they leave me shall i leave the place?
without them there will nt be the me right now..
i dunno who to turn to ...
maybe i might nt have anyone to turn to..
i hid my tears since p5 ...
i hiding frm reality...this is the moment that i face the reality
i came out of my darkness and face the real life...
i do nt make good decisions...i cannot make up my mind..
god..plz lead my way...be with me whenever i go..




SHERMINE
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Monday, July 31, 2006